=] see that? <<<< thats what she makes me do<3

So despite all of my bi-polar posts.

NOW I feel absolutely fantastic.<3 I honestly didn't think I would be happy for a long time, but I guess great things do come to those that wait =] It's weird though, everytime I have a bad break up someone COMPLETLY random comes into my life and lifts me up. It's happened everytime, and it is starting to give me hope. Because let me tell you, It is so crazy how fast I'm liking this girl. It didn't take much for her to make me happy, because all I wanted was someone who was willing to prove they wouldn't hurt me. And I think she is doing a good job of that. Idk how it happened so fast...like their was an instant click between us...and I can feel it. People keep telling me not to rush into anything, but it's so hard when you feel like you have een talking to this person forever already, and know alot about them in a short period of time, feel comfortable telling them things.


I have been threw alot these past 6 months. And I'm really hoping this stays awhile, because I would love to see where this will go, though I already have an idea<3 I can't remember the last time I had butterflies and she gives them to me alot, I get them just by thinking about her while I'm at school in class<3 Im ready to move on completely, and I want to explore what this girl has to offer me<3

Cry

Im honestly just going to cry until I feel better, Idk when that will be, but I'm hoping soon...Im breaking down, and all I want is someone to fix my broken heart. I just don't think I'll find that. I'm finally losing hope, and that hurts the most.


Someone come find me?

15 months!

And I'll have her all to myself. <3

Sometimes, you can't find the words, thats when I turn to music<3

River flows in you <3